:) :(

i've never felt this way in my whole life. i am so completely happy. nothing can get me down. everything is beautiful. i can't believe i got this lucky. life is good. you just... AH.

here comes the bad news. classes start on august 18th, meaning i'd move in like a week before then. i can't. i need more time. i'm not ready to move on. and how am i supposed to be open to change and be the kind of person people want to be friends with when i'll still be so invested in my life back in mb? i'll be making the biggest change of my life and i'll be heart broken. why can't i just have one more year here?