i will always love you.

i really screwed myself over. i built my life around you and in a little more than a month you'll be gone. or rather, i'll be gone. how do i prepare myself for heartbreak? there's nothing like the feeling i feel for you. i have to tell you. i have to lay it all on the table. because i don't at all see us as a temporary or fleeting thing. as juvenile as it may sound, i want to be with you forever.