tied together with a smile.

i feel so distant from everyone. like i'm already drifting away. what's wrong with me?

4,3,2.

it was a test. i thought you would pass it no problem, but you didn't. should i wait until tomorrow? because what if you're doing the same thing?

p.s. someday i'll be living in a big old city and all you're ever gonna be is mean.

how sweet it is.

mmmm. mmmm.
so this is love, mmmm. so this is love.
so this is what makes life divine.
i'm all aglow, mmmm.
and now i know the key to all heaven is mine.
my heart has wings, mmmm. and i can fly.
i'll touch every star in the sky.
so this is the miracle that i've been dreaming of.
mmmm. so this is love.

can't get enough of you.

you take my breath away.
you help me breathe easy.

you mean the world to me.
you are my world of color.

selfish.

smile though your heart is aching. smile even though it's breaking. although there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by.

it's all i've ever wanted in my whole life. and i hate myself for it.

i'm only me when i'm with you.

it's just one of those days when i have to stop and think about how lucky i am.

"i want to cuddle with you forever."

"you know, it's weird. when we're together i'm not 100% there, just because it's so unbelievable. you're so wonderful and i can't believe i get to be with you."

i've never felt this way before in my whole life. it's incredible. i feel so completely like myself when i'm with you. and like there's a part of me missing when i'm not. there aren't any barriers. i can be so open and honest and myself and i love that.

the only bad part is when we have to go home.

just a few.

it was the worst thought that I've ever thought. And yet, I still can't get it out of my mind.

so tired. Mentally. Physically. Mostly emotionally.