this is what i get. for dreaming. for believing that beautiful miracles can happen to girls like me. a poor little girl in a rich man's world.
i just thought that things would be different this time. that somehow the world would figure out a way to let me live my dream. i just feel hopeless and worthless and crappy. after all that, you don't realize how much i want to go to your school and how little money i have?
it felt right. everyone was so proud of me and so happy for me. they were all so optimistic it was going to work out. i finally felt proud of where i was going to school. it made me feel like i was worth something. like i had a chance in this world. guess not.
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