i don't believe in such things as "lost causes". no one knows what's going to happen in the future, and no matter how small, i believe there is always a small possibility that something could happen.
i've been thinking a lot about you lately. the memories are comforting. i've gotten to that healthy point where the memories are less painful reminders of my failures, but reminders of how happy i was and how great things were. of course, i will always care about you. even though things are immensely different now, there will always be a small part of me that feels that way about you. but i've finally gotten to that point where i can remember you fondly without hating myself for losing you.
i'm glad you're happy. truly. and i'm not just saying that. i mean it. there will always be that small part of me that wishes i could have been the one to make you that happy, but regardless, i'm happy that you're happy.
i miss you though. can i have you back in my life?
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